Going off the Deep End...?

I figured it out! 

I'm BORED!!! 

That's why I keep turning things down, and keeping to myself and doing all these things that I wouldn't usually do (The BolderBoulder and a triathalon, going out with random people I don't know well) Because I'm BORED with everything else! 

I don't want to go out with the people I see all the time because I know exactly what is waiting for me when I get there and I don't want to do that anymore! I want something new, doesn't even have to be exciting(exciting would be nice though)- but NEW and different than what my daily life has been for the last couple years. 

I'm not challenged enough so I do these things that are hard so I have some sort of challenge that I have to work for and its hard and might suck and hurt but its something to push for. 

It does however suck that I am so bored with people and life- not all people, and not all aspects of my life, but enough that I want to go somewhere else and meet new people for a while. 

I even started wondering if "going off the deep end" for a while wasn't such a bad thing. 

Don't know what would happen in my "deep end", but maybe my boredom will just help propel me into taking more risks and having more adventures. 

We'll see where all this goes- or if I'm just being crazy for a moment.