Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Date

So I'll be going on my first date in 3 years tomorrow night. I'm crazy nervous. These are my current thoughts...
1) Oh God what am I going to wear.
2) What happens if I don't like him? I'm not good at letting people down unless I just avoid them until they get the clue but I realize that is rather immature and jerk-face, so I would prefer not to do that this time. I'll live if he doesn't like me, been there done that, I'll survive. 
3) Why am I assuming right off the bat that I won't like him/this won't work?
4) Do I actually like this guy? Not that I know him well enough yet- he was nice enough I guess. Maybe that's what dates are for... to find out if you actually do like someone. I just usually know that I like someone before I want to go on a date with him.
4b)I'm just thinking 1,754 steps ahead when I just need to get to bed, then wake up and go from there. 
5) Its kind of nice to finally have the upper hand. He's way more into me than I am him, I was basically indifferent to him calling, and so if he doesn't like me tomorrow I'll really be ok. 
6) I hope I have enough time to shower after work before the date. 

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