Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Pursuit

Its nice to be pursued. Its happened a couple times to me. I always managed to mess it up, but it was nice when it happened. But lately there hasn't been any pursuit, minus the annoying guy in class, but he's not even doing much besides being annoyingly present. As I asked my friends today if a guy could still be into me even if he never calls, they said he'd call, problem is that he never calls anyone not even his best friends. So that doesn't help. So then I asked how to get over him. Their advice, though good for sure, just won't work for me. "Stop seeing him. Don't talk to him, don't see him, or fall in love with someone else." Yeah,  that'd be great if my normal everyday life didn't include him. SO my option is to fall in love with someone else. There lies a problem-- big pond, few fish. I'd gladly fall in love and forget this guy(who is pretty great aside from the never calling thing) if there was anyone else to fall in love with. Granted, there is the one guy who is a possibility, but its been a few days and nothing yet. I need to learn patience. 
Not just with men. But people at work. I want to throttle some of them!!! I'm not saying this to be snooty, or mean, but I do things well and right a good 97% of the time.  So when I see people doing things wrong I can correct them, these people however just don't get it! "Oh yeah I was doing that." NO YOU WEREN'T!!!! THIS IS WHY I'M TELLING YOU HOW TO DO IT DUMMY!!!!!!  So they keep doing it WRONG and I'm losing my mind!!!!!!! I am getting promoted soon though, like hopefully within the month or next, so when that happens I can really crack down. When I'm an equal its no where near as effective as when I'm the supervisor and tell them to do something differently they actually have to do it or its not good for them :D I  can't wait for the power. 
I love sleep, and I hate it when my job gets in the way of that. Espcially when I haven't planned for it. Tomorrow I was expecting to sleep till at least 9, which sucks because I shouldn't even be working tomorrow, but 9 isn't bad. Then I get told I'm coming in at 7 instead to learn "prep" which is great, one step closer to becoming supervisor, but to go from 9 to 5:30 SUCKS!!! PLUS I have class tomorrow night until 10, I'm not a happy camper. I feel like swearing a lot. 

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