I joined in a panic, and probably against my better judgement. But I joined. I had hoped it would have more... more. Its a plethera of men, all of which are lame, unattractive and very attentive, or ridiculously attractive and don't care at all about me. And me, with my shallow yet very honest voice, is wanting someone ridiculously attactive.
But I met one of the average guys last night, and he was nice, and paid for my dinner, and there was never a lull in the conversation, and yet... I was bored. He got passionate about things, which is more I can say for the last guy who took me out. In sounding picky, he was passionate about the wrong things.
I love Jesus, I just do. Its not going to change, and though I've been hurt and disappointed, and I'm angry, I want to attend church. He was burnt out. Which is totally understandable, and I get it. But I'd like someone to be willing to attend with me, and not expect the worst every time and be bitter and angry. It felt more like a buisness meeting, than a date.
Then, there are these guys who go on and on about Jesus, and how the girl they meet must be in love with Jesus too, and how their whole lives revolve around church and missions. I just wonder, do they do anything else? Is there a personality along with that ministry?
What I'm looking for is a good balance. Someone who loves Jesus, but has character and isn't angry and bitter.
And, after joining match.com, I have come to the solid conclusion that I want to meet a person in real life and not online.
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