I'm angry. I feel like my stability has just been snatched away from me. And like this place I've been in for over a year now, is suddenly no longer safe and I've got to watch my back.
My attitude is horrible right now, and the only thing keeping me from flipping the bird and walking away now, is knowing that I'd really only be screwing myself over. Kind of like getting drunk and making out with a stranger to get back at your ex, really, he didn't get hurt, I did. It would be the same thing now if I were to quit, or suddenly drop my performance to less than admirable which is what it has been. But I feel like doing that.
So off I go now, on the trek to find a new job. What a time to be doing so eh? But I trust that I will find a place that will fit with my life, and be better than this place ever was.
Besides that, we are having a mutiny in my class. The teachers who don't teach, rather, who talk to us like we are kindergartners and expect us to respond and be enthusiastic about such treatment, are getting a letter, signed by the entire class, telling them we would like more challenge in the classroom, and to be talked to and taught like adults. I'm pretty nervous, wondering how this will go. This is the exact reason I don't sign petitions, I get too nervous its going to come back and bite me in the ass. But too late! My signature is on the letter. Let's hope no nasty repercussions come from this.
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